Bittersweet Life...

Monday, August 02, 2004

hey ya!! hehe... i was on air last nite. on air, as in on radio. hehe... u peeps mite be prolly be sick of it now...but, bottomline is i spole to daniel ong! hurrah! hehehe... my, he was so nice... his chuckles... hehe.. so cute. hehe... ok, yeah, so tt was like the main highlite of last nite i think. haiz... will go on air again. soon. wanna try my luck again...hehe.

today, i was bloody tired during e math remedial. kek kept like pickin on me, to like sit up and all. wateva. b4 tt, bio was boring and pathetic. a math was nth. coz, ms yong wasnt at sch. and yes.. social studies. came face2face with tt gill once again. ugh. sick. changed place at hist room...sat with ema instead of suz, liya and erl. sorry gals... hehe. did u peeps miss me? yeah... tt's like so sick.. so anyways, gill was like SO and VERY irritating..and she picked on me, worst off than how she could have picked on liya. hated her for tt...when told her tt she sorta miscalculated my marks, she didnt wanna believe. but it IS very true. phy was very borin...

after remedials, wenta tuition with the hope to c the french speakin guy again... but then, my tutor said he followed by tutor's hubby to china... argh! so didnt c him today... so sad. he's like havin i dunno how many holidays in one. coz now he's in china, when he should oli be holidaying in s'pore, then over the weekend, he'll be following my tutors family to m'sia. argh! no fair... he gets to go on holiday... like SO often. ugh! and yes, ill be using the word 'ugh' often.. so bear with me... ugh!

im sick of sch...but i dunno wat keeps me goin. i dunno wat makes me to still have the energy and interests every now and then to attend sch. can somebody tell me? i have to drag myself to the sch compound and repeat wat i have been doin over and over again... but on the other hand, i sometimes feel tt sch is the onli place i wanna be... i dun understand myself...

Smashed into pieces at 8/02/2004 06:34:00 PM